i read it all every word.
Hes abusing you. But you know that.
Keep funneling the money, dont ever let him find out.
Contact a domestic abuse centre, contact disability. Contact welfare providers in your aRea.
Ask your doctor for a statement letter on what he has seen.
Contact a lawyer who works for free.
Make friends, through the childrens schools etc.
You need to escape.
Do it for yourself.
Find a free counsellor for yourself.
Go and talk to the police ( not where he works)
Its alot to do. Make phone calls to start off.
Talk to doctors that you see, they may know of people who can come see you at hospital etc.
I will be thinking of you
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