Thank you for your messages of hope my friends. I know it sounds funny but until I saw it, the words "you are being abused"..it was cloudy. I guess you get in the middle of something and you just can't see the edges anymore. But I am taking precautions and my computers are safe, I keep mine separate and password protected from his, we share nothing but a network and I keep my machines safely hidden behind a multitude of programs to keep them shielded.

I only hope that I can one day be of assistance to you all...you have no idea the relief I feel to see that I am not just "seeing things" or "delusional".
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
C / Novocaine