Hi. Yes, vent here. I think you barely started venting.

You say you are useless. Really? Or is it used up? "Work, work, work, cook, cook, cook, clean, clean, clean, take care of kids, take care of hubby, and work some more. Look pretty, smile, and be cheerful. In spare time write a great american novel." Someone said that PMS is a handy excuse women to be able to once a month tell the world how we really feel. Are you feeling PMS-y all the time?

You work really hard. And having your sleep problems could lead to all sorts of stuff, including your hormonal balance going haywire, which then would further screw your ability to rest and recharge. Do you have a health insurance, can you seek help?