Yeah, I'm surprised I feel so angry. It just came up out of the blue. I really like my T but now I feel like she led me on. That she should have warned me and prevented me from going on this terrible roller coaster ride. She should have seen that I'm susceptible and she should have pointed that out. She should have said, "Listen, I can see that you're starting to get attached and this attachment will lead to pain. I want to teach you to be strong and so therefore I will warn you that going down this road of trust will make you weak and needy and I want to point out what you're doing now will only hurt you in the end."