I am so sorry for this stuff that keeps happening! Like Suratji said, they can't kick you out right away and also there are programs, resources, that can assist you with bills too, as mentioned. So there are practical ways to help you handle this.

As far as emotional ways, like tree said, you have done an awesome job reaching out, to T and to us here, and that is good coping! You didn't SI either, though I understand why the impulse would be strong right now, and I know I am proud of you for that! You CAN cope, you are coping, and we will be here to help in the ways that we can, just supporting you in good coping skills, encouraging you, believing in you! And giving lots of safe hugs and genuine care ......