BP - welcome.

yesterday i was really, really high on the scale jut didnt have a chance to check in. this is because i went to the doctor for my anxiety, and they gave me some heart medication. when i looked it up, it was sometimes used for anxiety related to social phobia/performance anxiety. i was pissed because i don't have either of these. my anxiety happens out of the blue, hardcore, and is NOT fun. i dont even know if this %#@&#! will work. thinking about it makes me so mad. what did she think, i was lying? i even TOLD her i didnt have that kind of anxiety. i thought maybe she'd give me a benzo but noooo she wants to jerk my damn chain. whatever. she was a nurse practitioner, too. she doesnt know %#@&#! about psychology. >

just venting. sorry.