I took the mood tracker on this site and it showed me as manic right now. When I looked at the numbers, I had a 20 for depression and a 21.something for manic. I would consider that mixed.

I guess that makes sense since I have been having the paranoia and anxiety and lack of motivation that comes with my mixed episodes for the last few days.

I don't want to tell my p-doc because I don't want to go up on my meds and gain more weight/deal with side effects.

Blah.