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I emailed my T.
This is what I wrote:
I am having some trouble the last couple of days. I don’t know what happened. I was doing really well, especially on vacation in airports and at Disney. I didn’t feel at all paranoid.
I came to my appointment with you the other day and I was doing pretty well, but later that day, actually as I was walking home, I noticed that I was feeling uneasy and going out of my way to avoid people. I was afraid that if I got too close to people that they would have an impulse to hurt me and not be able to control it. I felt really uncomfortable walking home. I hoped that I would feel better yesterday, but I didn’t. I was having a hard time with the idea of walking the dogs because I didn’t want anyone to see me.
Today I am still feeling this way and I noticed that I went out of my way to get to the yard before anyone would see me out front. There is a street directly behind my yard and in the summer it is private because the bushes we have there have leaves. Since there are no leaves, I can see out of the yard. Today someone walked by while I had the dog in the yard and I was afraid the person would attack me.
I was having the feeling that someone came into my house and is hiding somewhere, because I had to leave the door open because I forgot to take my keys when I took the dog out to the yard.
I guess that’s it. If you have time could you write me back?
Last edited by BNLsMOM; Mar 25, 2011 at 12:08 PM.
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