Thanks. Its just hard to stay motivated because I have this picture of me going into her office and telling her and her just rejecting me. And this is assuming that I even make it that far anyway. The thing that really bothers me is that I always tell T when I si. She doesn't even have to ask, I just come out and tell her. So I don't understand why she doesn't always believe me when I tell her I've had a good week. It makes me wonder what else I say that she secretly doubts.