things have been weird lately. Plain weird.

I am having bit of ideninty crisis (silly me getting all blue about a census sheet... and all the "who am I? what shall I do? what do i want to do? what am I capable of? where shall I live? What to believe in?)... and other things. Don't really wanna be specific... but why do they have to all happen at once? what is the universe trying to tell me?

I am usually good at having my "energetic shield", but today it's just not there, I cannot seem to create my bubble... I don't know if it's me being bit sick physically... but I feel bit vulnerable at the moment (not in that way).

Not sure if I should just sit with the feelings for a while, or if I should push myself to be productive (though the work I can be productive in is mighty depressive, lol).

Just need some good vibes. Is all.