Oh I am so sorry to hear about this! (((Hugs))) I know my pdoc has a 2yr waiting list to see her, I hope that you are able to get in to see someone sooner than later! Take care of yourself. Think of treating yourself as you would take care of a child, That helps me a lot. A child needs to be taken care of, positive self talk, encouragement, and needs protection, Make sure that you do this for yourself as well. Thinking about you and wishing the best for you!!