I don't know, this is a tough one! Did you ever sign a release to T for your H? (your T sees your H too tho, doesn't he?)
I know my T would not call my H at all unless I had done so, and if I said I was suicidal and meant it and had a plan, I think she would send me directly to ER!
Anyway, I am SOOOO glad you are still here and are safe!