((((((( HUGS )))))))

Hang in there.... for I too use to feel as you are feeling now, about eight years ago - and now while I still have some issue to over come, the constant death wish with feeling of no ones cares is starting to lessen, growing weaker with time.

Seek the help of a counselor and in time you will find others that do care... most of it lies with our own wounded minds.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -