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Mar 25, 2011, 03:21 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2009
Location: ireland
Posts: 181
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*May be triggering not sure
Going to be going on a bit of a rant,this weeks been a bit unexpectidly hard :/
found out that the max number of times i can see my T is 8,and ive already seen her 7 times so next week will probably be the last appt. also my T and psych are both on campus so once this semester is over i'll have to find completely new people.idk why i hadnt thought of this at all,came as a big shock to me when i was told that. worried that in the next few weeks i wont have any of this support.
a mixture of that and a lot of my plans fell through led my mood to go even lower .i was already feeling really bad. i ended up SI-ing a LOT..and *takes deep breath in* this is really hard for me to say,but i ended up taking some tablets.nothing really happened,just kept falling asleep,felt spacey and stuff.about 10 hours later i was very sick (this was yesterday).im not sure why I took them,I just felt like s**t and yea..idk. i feel ok now,a little worried though because ive read that some effects dont happen until 3 days later..
panadol night contains 500mg paracetamol and, 25mg of diphenhydramine hydrochloride (idk if it makes a difference saying that but i dont know what to say..)
i do have family but really do not feel comfortable talking to them about these thoughts because i feel guilty that i upset them.sorry if im ranting but just feel very alone
Last edited by wanttoheal; Mar 25, 2011 at 06:48 PM.
Reason: added trigger icon and administrative edit
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