Leed, thanks so much! I can become particularly picky, and my expectations can be demanding I suppose. Maybe I should use some more positive encouragement...and lower my expectations. You see, I think I lower them when I see other people working on projects, but when people work with me, I find he-- breaking loose possibly because of me. That's the big problem.
Also, lately, I think I've become judgemental and hasty. I need to re-evaluate my ways asap! Sorry if I digressed and sounded scattered a bit. I was thinking and typing all at once.

I bet I am! I'll try. I like keeping my high expectations, but I will try not to freak out on other people. That's the first step.
You know, I think it's time to invest in some of that music...

Ygrec23- I've been angry for quite some time, and I'm not going to trace back...though maybe I should? I am not clear on what triggers me exactly. Should I try to look back and try to avoid such anger coming out? Sorry to say this, but I tend to relish in the anger and the powerful, yet powerless feeling. I need to attack that emotion and control for sure.
Perhaps not, Ygrec. Maybe I should take the time to think about feeling better.
Ah, a T. Well, I do not wish to use my time to see a T as yet..
Thank you for your support, Ygrec, I'm glad I'm among friends.

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I truly appreciate both responses!