hi treehouse,
one thing i wanted to mention: it's not a failure if you do have to call your therapist and go back on monday. i don't even know if that's how your thinking of it (success = staying on a break vs. failure = calling and going back), but i could see how it would be easy to get caught up in that.. especially since you're trying so hard to stay in the space you're in and to keep going with the plan you set forth.
anyway, just thought i'd mention it. i'm so glad you're continuing to post, it's been really interesting to see how things are going for you with this. thanks for being the "pc guinea pig"
seventyeight