i love that i can afford my psychiatrist, when your in chroonic pain for so long the hopelessness sets in...no one wants to hear your struggles anymore, your doctor is tired and frustrated that he can't help you even going to the point where he says...theres nothing no one can do for you to cure you.

i probably wouldn't be sitting here typing right now if i didn't talk to someone, someone who understands (or at least makes me believe they do) and when they say oh we want to so if it's all in your head (which mine never mentioned) than hey let's go see then if it is! cure me!, so i can be out of pain...do your magic ..i'm up for anything if it means i will be pain free!

you ned someone on your side and this might just as well be the one for you...good luck