racee i'd print your post out for your pdoc. if i understand your reply it means there is no dx given. that baffles me. how can you go about resolving things and learning new coping skills if you have no "compass"?

many of us who were once alcoholics and addicts benefitted from NA or AA. it helped us change behaviors that harmed us. it gave us hope for the future. it taught us a new way of living life. have u attended either one of these groups to see if it benefits you?

when i got clean and sober i didn't know who i was either. i can understand your feelings of sadness about this. i admire your courage and vigilence to want to get better. thank you for posting a reply to your thread. it helps us "know" you better and the challenges you face to overcome the obstacles.

we care about you racee.