I am trying to keep my head up, trying to keep the anxiety at bay, just having a hard time. I have had 2 panic attacks in the past week. I think it's because my doc is cutting back on my Klonopin. I don't even take a lot, but it's enough to effect me.

I don't know how to deal with the anxiety crap with my bipolar mood swings, with my bipolar sisters stuff, with life in general right now. I feel I am going to just absolutely lose it.