((((((granite))))))

You know I understand how hard it is to talk. One of my relatives would try to bribe me with money it woudn't help me talk to her. I remember when I was 10 years old and my Mom took me to a T. I sat there and played with a paper clip for the whole time. When I saw my first real T, I coud talk about some things but never about my feelings. It was like pulling teeth! I honestly don't know how I changed but I think it was out of desperation to tell another person what was inside of me.

I know YOU will get to that point with your T. I think it's a good idea if you draw. Does your T have fingerpaint? I found it so relaxing just to make big swirls, but you could do that with markers too! I talked while I painted, and my T said she saw how relaxed I was. I'm not saying it will be like that for you, but it's worth a try, isn't it?