So I don't live with my parents, but I am still hurt by the fact that my parents don't seem to care about my ED. It's one of those things that they just don't talk about. My therapist wants me to go to my pdoc to make sure I am ok right now and when I told my mom she said "oh I didn't realize it was that bad that you have to go to the doctor". No mom, I've been starving myself for six years but don't worry it won't effect my health. They always say that they don't understand, yet they do nothing in an attempt to understand. Its really getting to me, especially because I tried to get into an inpatient facility over the winter but I couldn't because of my insurance and my parents haven't helped me try another option of treatment. Because they are ignoring it, that leads me to believe that they don't care. I know that is probably an irrational thought, but I can't help my feelings. I just don't know how to go about solving this issue. I just need their support and they don't have any support to offer me.
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