((((((Singdancerunlife))))))

I know things are rough for you right now. I hit rock bottom before I ever searched for help. I knew how I felt was not right, although I thought it was only depression. It took a while for me to get into the system and get my dx. Just remember that this mood will pass and things will get better. You just have to be strong and I know that is hard right now. If you are dx BP then you can work on coping skills and start the road of recovery. Best wishes to you. If things get to bad and you really feel like you can't make it until your appointment you can always go to the ER. Please take care of yourself.