I'm relieved you're feeling a bit better ((Warrioress)). Sorry the bad feelings are coming in waves. You're right these feelings will pass. Would it be possible to tell your doctor that have these thoughts but you're not in danger and see what he recommends?

I was wondering if you could share why you picked the name 'Warrioress'? I consider myself a survivor because I've had some tough disappointments the last 8 yrs. I had to get constructively mad to stop myself from sinking deep - maybe you need to do this too.