You feel more energized? I make it a point that if I'm going to go out I can't smoke because, if I do, I will not leave the couch haha

I do like it to relax but, seeing as I don't get a day off ever, I never really can do it. I can always find something to work on and feel guilty taking a night for myself. And also when my bf is out of town for work or whatever I usually need to smoke to fall asleep bc I can't fall asleep in our big bed without him there.