I am worried. I have been confused lately. About my relationship with my boyfriend. I love him. But I have been questioning whether or not I really do love him lately.

I told him all my feelings last night and he is OK w/ it, he still wants to be w/ me. But he also said "I can't keep doing this for much longer" or something along those lines. Because there have been times before when I was unsure as well.

I think it really does take a toll on him and this makes me feel horrible and guilty and just sad.

Right now I want to be with him. Last night I wanted to be with him too. I didn't want to leave him. But I felt I should tell him "where I was" in the relationship. We have been together 1 year and 7 months.

Sometimes I feel like my depression and anxiety get in the way of relationships. Somertimes I feel I am influenced by the media. Sometimes I really do qustion whether he is the right person for me. Because we are not interested in the same things. And I get nervous around his friends and sometimes family.


I just wish I would stop doing this to him. It really bothers me right now. I feel like I am messing up his life.

I really would like to hear some responses, just please, do not be harsh, don't think I can take it. Thanks.