Thanks for the reply back to ME...

After reading over your statement again, I can now see your eating disorder as a NEED to CONTROL something, any thing in your life, for as a child you were not able to control the bad things that happened to you - the ones that now haunt you from with in.

While the control you have right now is not for the best - it makes you feel as though you can survive, for you are in CONTROL... no one is controlling you - you are making the decision, you say when and how.

Your eating disorder and panic attacks are not the problem, but rather the symptom of what really ails you, this pain is coming from your wounded soul. The innocent CHILD that was lost...

LoVe,
Rhapsody -