I've had weeks where it just seems like no one notices, like everyone is okay dumping their problems on me but I'm not allowed to lean on them. I hope it gets better for you soon, HMR126... I learned to love and care for myself no matter what... If I like me and I take care of me.. then I have only one person to answer two who loves me unconditionally, myself. Sometimes that's a good feeling... Like today for example, I'm listening to music, I lit a smell-good candle and I'm just going to do some things that I've put off all week, like read a book I borrowed from a friend... Just looking forward to this helps me feel a bit better.. I don't know if it will for you but I hope something comes along to cheer you up!