YES, you said it best when you said "Self Imprisonment" - for this is my own personal h*ll here on earth, a h*ll I cannot escape - not even in sleep for they follow me there.

Oh how I wish that the MEN of today was more like the men of yesterday.... loving, kind, concerned, compassion for another, unselfish, high morals and less fleshly desires winning out over their love - their one and only.

I too desire to have the surgery done, to make me look like what I now believe to be more important to my dear husband, due to his past mislead action.
Surgery: breast, tummy, thighs, butt, lipo suction, eye & face lift.... maybe the nose (?)

LoVe,
Rhapsody -