Septembermorn,

Finally a light to this subject!! YES- I feel completely enmeshed to my parents, so much so..that when I found a boyfriend I ended up in tears...my boyfriend will take me away from my parents- and I was thirty-two years old!! I couldn't stop crying- my parents- I need them to come first!! I often imagine what they will say about anything I do in my life- and it's usually negative. But I cannot help but crave their love and affection, I still feel like a child with them. I picture them and their reactions at all times. I long for the days when I belonged to them. I didn't know if anyone else felt this way? Thank you for talking about this.