i don't wanna go there on Tuesday. They say i have to go, we all have to go, but what if the others all go away and leave me again like they did before. There are going to be 4 scary other people there this time and i don't see the point cos the psychologist has already said this will not be a psychology assessment. Feels like it is some kind of test to see if they will give me a psychology assessment, except that they have already said they have closed the psychology waiting lists and aren't giving any psychology assessments or treatments. So it's a test and they already decided I will fail. I don't want to do it. If they make me go I'm going to close my eyes and not hear them all, or maybe hide somewhere if there is anywhere to hide - a table or something.
alice