i am deeply in debt and caring for my mom i have had to leave my job. i have a very caring boyfreind who is in the next state over. whom i was living with before my mom got sick and was really helping me make progress. he has also experienced depression and has gotten through it ... for the most part. he is really the only person i can talk to who understands. he even came to stay with me as long as he could while i have been caring for my mom. since he has left i feel like i am falling apart. i guess i depended on him far to heavily.