Mistie, welcome to the board.

You've taken a very good first step in helping yourself to resolve all your problems. You have had a few rough years, haven't you? You'll be amazed at the kindness of the people on this board. There is hardly a post that will go unanswered, so don't be afraid to post.
You'll find many answers and a whole lot of support here, so keep coming back.
<font color=blue>"The winds of change continue rolling and they just carry me away."</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.