(((beautifuldisaster78)))

I can understand where you are coming from. I think that it's pretty normal for human beings to look for a sense of belonging. It's natural for us to not want to be alone.

Personally, I have almost always felt like an outsider. I may have moments in life where I really feel understood. It brings such a relief to me! Seeing others thinking and feeling similar to my way is comforting. Comforting, but sad, to know that I am not the only one struggling. However, my relief is also only momentary. I always try to fill that void within me somehow.