Just wanted everyone to know that things started looking really great between my big sister and I last night and then things hit a MAJOR snag last night and now I've decided to not write to her for the next couple of months. I told her that and she hasn't said anything in response to it....which figures. I probably won't hear back from her until either sometime late tonight or tomorrow early afternoon. If I do get a response from her. Now all I have to do is hide my emotions this has caused....I see my doctor on Wednesday and she won't be to pleased with me if I tell her what's going on between my big sister and I. Why do I even bother to connect with people and let them get really close to me?