When I first out I searched everywhere, read everything I could. I took notes, I did workbooks - you name it. Then a pdoc told me no you don't have it. So I kind of blocked it out. (I had gotten most of my books from the library) In the last 4 months I was re-diagnosed as BPD and its now on my "official" list of Dxs. I have gone back to the book that helped me the most when I first found out I was BPD. (Sometimes I act crazy Living with Borderline Personality Disorder by Jerold Kreisman) I bought the book this time. And have realized my BDP is flaring up BIG time. So yes, right now I am very much obsessed with finding out what is going on.

I hope the obsession gets better. But if it helps me to understand and figure out what is going on and how to deal with it. Then I guess its OK. Hope my ramblings helped.