I'm lonely and anxious and depressed. I'm emotionally exhausted. I'm tired of my friend one day saying I'm important and the next leaving me waiting for over 4 hours. I'm tired of being manipulated and used. However, I'm not in school right now. I cannot be, until September. I had a hard time dealing with school and I ran away from it. I haven't been since September of last year. However slowly my friends have been getting worse and worse, or dissappearing all together.

I'm tired of feeling so upset, tired of being so lonely. I wanna be happy again. I wanna go do something for myself so I wont be so dependant on all these people.. But it's a good 6 months until maybe I'm set free. I don't know if I can make it..