That wouldn't work. They never believe a word I say anyway. All it does is irritate them. I could honestly say that I wanted to kill myself and nothing would be done. In fact, that's actually happened before. My stepdad told me I was unbelievingly embarassing, I was a lying freak and he told me that he wished I WOULD kill myself. Okey, that I'm not getting into.

I think I was just really sick before; it doesn't hurt so much, but it still makes me naueous.

I think I may be getting better, or that I will eventually. I looked up some stuff online, and I'm trying out some of it. I still do honestly need to lose some weight.

This is weird, but really it seems like meat is the one thing I will eat no matter how bad Im trying to lose weight, and I always feel better (physically and emotionally). I only get it once every week or so because my mom only buys it to eat on the weekends when my stepdad is here.