Well we have talked about a good portion of the issues this weekend. But in all honesty.. it doesn't change anything for me. I know she now actively looking for a job which is good for her. But, since I last posted I have realized I just don't want to stay in this relationship. I want to go home, which is Texas. I don't want her to go with me. I just don't know how to tell her that.

Is it wrong to just feel like I dont' want to work on this.. It just seems that it is wrong to just not care....

Valen