Warrioress,

As you see, you have friends, many friends, around the entire world. Friends who really do care about how you feel and what you do. We know how you feel about terminating yourself, because most of us have felt that way before and know that we'll feel that way again. Right this moment, we, your friends, need to know that you're doing the best you can to take care of yourself. And that means, right now, your getting in touch with people who can help you, either directly in person or by telephone. There's only so much we can do on the internet. It is not really a good substitute for face-to-face contact or even telephone contact. We understand and appreciate that you do not wish to bother your friends. But this is exactly what friends are there for: to help one out in one's hour of need.

Tomorrow, you can call your P-doc. Tonight, you need to call your friends. Again, through PsychCentral, there are now people all over the world who know of your trouble and care very, very much about what happens to you. And those people (us) feel helpless because they are so very, very far away. Please, do your international friends a favor, telephone to your local, Iranian friends to whom you can speak and with whom you can meet if necessary. Out here, we very, very much want to hear that your crisis has been dealt with by people who care for you. That's just what we would do if we were in your city or county. Please. Help yourself. Call your friends in your town, regardless of the time of night and regardless of whether or not you wish to bother them. This is what friends are for. All friends. Local friends or international friends. Please take care of yourself. We care for you.