Thanks to everyone that said a PRAYER for ME - I think it may have helped.... for today after I had an argument with my husband, which left me feeling very unloved, and after he went out side to shoot his paintball gun to relieve his stress and to get away from me.... I went into the bathroom to see what he did with the note I wrote to him asking for FORGIVENESS and found it in the garbage can (things seemed hopeless at that moment).... I looked at myself in the mirror and said: Alright! Alright! and then started to CRY... I then went into the bedroom and poured a bottle of Tylenol PM into my hands, I did not swallow then for I did not think there was enough to the do the job - I needed to buy a full bottle.

THANK GOD for PRAYERS and for TIME, as to heal and to calm.... I am so glad that I did not swallow those pills, and yet afraid that I went as far as to pour them into my own hand when my emotions were stirred.

No one is aware of the dread and close call I had today..... no one, not even my husband.

Hug Needed,
LoVe
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