I wonder.... would he be better off without me here? - then he could be the worldly man that his flesh (and eye) calls out to be, instead of the Godly Man I thought I married, the one I once loved with all my heart and soul.... before the broken trust and safety was gone from our life, the great betrayal.

Do I stand in his way...... of being the REAL him - the one he would be if I was not around for him to have to worry about?

These are just my thoughts.... they ones that often leave me wondering about leaving.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -