So, 1st: my boyfriend is really thinking about being in the military. And he does not want to go overseas. But im really really scared hes going to go like, into war. Actually, im terrified.
2nd: If he does go away for a while, he said he wouldnt want to be "one of those guys that comes back and finds out his girlfriend ****ed off with someone else." I was like, wtf, do you not trust me?
3rd: i found out that hes going to Europe after he graduates next year. The legal drinking age in Germany is like, 16. All hes going to be doing there is getting drunk off his *** all the time and ****, he'll probably smoke there too. Which means that the deal we made (i wouldnt cut if he didnt smoke *and drink*) Would be worthless.
I feel so misserable right now. But he already thinks im trying to control him somehow. All I do is tell him what I think.
I dont know what to do...