Yeah, today I finally got rid of a confusing friend who enjoys manipulating me. He said the other day that I was lucky he still chose to speak to me even though he has been the worst. Today he said he wouldn't let me "ruin" his mood because he had something going with a girl. He treated me like I was horrible, as if I were out to get him and he was just God's gift to the world.

I got rid of him, and I don't feel so upset by it.. but waiting so long might make me weak again. I don't know what I could do, a lot of things cost money and the reason why I cannot go to school right now or through the summer is that we cannot afford a babysitter to watch and take care of my brother. There's not much to do, and being stuck in the house all day has negative effects.