Warrioress-how are you now? I'm in a similarish, lol, timezone to you. I'm online now if you just want to chat

Please work on a support network close to you. Find a friend you can confide in, and discuss that's ok that you phone him/her in times like this. Let this person know what an important role they play, and what measures you want them to take to help you.

Ygrec really put it so well - we all care for you, but there7ks only so much we can do to help. Please keep safe!