Hi, Im new here and very confused.
I was with a psychiatrist on Monday and she told me I had Emotional Instability, Obsessive thoughts and Anxiety. Does this mean I have Borderline Personality Disorder?
I don't act out in any way, Im actually the opposite, I keep everything inside and shout and scream at myself in my head for not being strong enough to tell how I feel. Im so scared that if I say something that they will leave me or wont talk to me. I hate confrontation as I can't cope when someone argues with me, I just fall to pieces. I want to be on my own so that I don't have to think about keeping who Im with happy but when Im on my own I get anxious, paronoid, sad and generally don't know what to do with my time. Am I suppose to sit down, go for walk, clean??? What do I do???
Im so confused. Any help would be great.
Thanks
Lucy x