Me and my partner have beet together a year and half now and have a 6weeks old son. Everything whas goin ok we didn't have any big problems just the usual little arguements here and there. I love him from the bottom of my heart, Iv always done everything to pleas him and make him happy, wash and iron his clothes, cook everyday, make him breakfast in bed, clean the whole house, masage his feet after a long day at work I even cut his nails for him because he's not really good at it... Since I had our son he didn't help me out at all, I wake up to the baby every night to feed and change him, I bath him, I'm with him 24/7 and he's always out. When I tell him that I'm exhausted and I need help he looks after the baby for a few hours but that's it. Lately he's been acting very cold towards me, when I ask him what's wrong he tells me nothing, wen I wana hug and kiss him he tells me I'm like marry poppins... Yesterday night after he went to bed he recieved a text on his phone, I picked it up and read it. It wos from his ex wife saying something about how she wishes he would be there for her and her unborn baby. I felt devastated. I woke him up and asked him about it. He told me it whas a stupid mistake, that it never should have happend and that he is really sorry. When I asked when it happend he told me about a month ago... This means our son whas only 2 weeks old when he went out, cheated on me and got her pregnant. He whas appologizeing for hours and told me he don't want to lose me, that I'm the best thing in his life.I cried till the morning, tryna figure out why he done such an awfull thing to me after all this. 2 days after our son wos born whas my birthday and same as last year he didn't even bother getting me anything. I feel so unapreciated and now hurt aswell, I don't know if I can carry on with him anymore because of what he did. I feel like I'm goin insane.
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