What others might be thinking really really bothers me. . . .
I try my best to portray the best picture i can of me. . . . .
Try to stay at home, not meeting my friends regularly. . . .
Cause they might pinpoint my weaknesses to me. . . .
They might come to know i'm weak enough to be exploited by people. . . .
I'm not the confident picture i'v been portraying all the while. .. .
I'm scared all the time. . . .
But then. . . . .
I'm not what i pretend to be. . . .
I'm a no one. . . .
Sometimes i wonder i have been blessed with a wonderful family.
Without them i would have been a no one. . . .
Still i could have been so much of a different being hadn't i been mee. . . .
Isn't there a way to forget my present life. . . .
Isn't there a way to get permanent amnesia. . . .
I wud like to forget the one i am mee, and start afresh, isn't it possible. . . . .