Again, thanks for caring. It's just so difficult for me to talk to my friends about these feelings. There are several reasons but the most important ones are that I don't want to upset them(specially as one of my close friends whom I can confide in is getting married soon) and that I don't want them to think of me as a weak person (my best friend has said more than once that she thinks only weak people think of killing themselves).
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"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win." ~Stephen King
Dx Bipolar II
Med-free for the time being
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