((((((sannah))))))) thank u so much yes he has been trying to work with me on opening up and letting emotions and feelings out. he said its like im having to be re-programmed into a different way of processing and thinking. im going to talk to him some more today he has been wanting to do a few different techniques with me but ive been reluctant well really scared of what he is going to tap into when he does get into my emotions. will let you all know how it goes today. thank u again for the support its helping and means alot to this ol bama gurl