Understanding your "code" loud and clear.

I am going over and over in my mind what my options are there. I want to have my cake and eat it too. Beleive me, do I ever. However, this is how I got into this mess in the first place. Somehow, when I look at the cake, it is more then just the cake. I hate doing this to the cake and the most important cake of all.

Hmmmm Does that make sense?